yeah my computer is broke now over week and I'm fucikng mad...
I can't do almost nothing and now I'm super hyper cool mini-linux-laptop and how much I can hate this.
but yeaah... I have bad week, and I think my weekend is too... My last week when I have autumn holiday, is fucking stupid too.
But yeah, I have two times therapy in this week and thats stupid. (I have two differents therapy) (I will go to "doctor" next month because they think I need remedy).
My school sucks etc. I think really much everything and I want die. Today at the morning I feel: I'm stupid-lazy-bastard. Because my mom think I'm lazy and school sucks.
Why I want try to live if I know thats worse idea what I ever have. I'm really tired now. I try to sleep last night more than over week... but my mom woke up me and she think I'm lazy and selfish. But yeah, nothing can cheer up me... I'm down down down...
People think why I'm always mad... But I don't know... I don't have any energy or motivation or ANY good reason why I want to be happy... World is just only pain and shit for me...
- Sorry my english